I wanted to start this series right away in January,
but
life happened.
I also wanted to have all these issues solved before I
started talking about them with you, but I am nowhere near that goal. And yet,
here we go.
Weak and Lovely: A journey of body and soul.
You see, I have a problem.
I’m told that I am fearfully and wonderfully made, but I
really don’t believe that. You can tell by the way I treat my body. My heart was made to rest in God, but I don’t
really believe that either. You can tell
by the way I try to drown my sorrows with a bowl of potato soup. God made me a woman, and He created
femininity, and it is good. And yet, I
think I make fun of it more than I embrace it.
I wish I was already victorious, and I could stand at the
finish line with my self control like iron and my perspective as clear as God’s
Word, and from there I could cheer you
on, give you a game plan, and help you
be strong like me.
But I’m still weak. I weigh more than I’d like to, and
only half of me even cares. I abuse the
gifts God gives me. My perspective is
cloudy and my temptations are great. And
I make plans to change things, and then I cheat, or I realize the plans
themselves were just as sinful as the laziness.
On the wagon, or off the wagon, either way I know it down
to my bones:
I’m still weak.
And yet (don’t miss this part!) Even so, even now, I am
loved.
I am loved, and I am lovely.
In Christ, I already am. I am loved, I am
lovely, and this changes everything.
I know this, but I want to know it more. I want to take
this truth and let it steep into the difficult corners of my life, my temptations
and my cravings, my questions and my identity.
For several weeks, I will be asking this question:
What does it mean
to be weak and loved, to be weak and lovely?
This will not become a health food or fitness blog, but I
may tell you about my new favorite foods. I will also give you a glimpse into
our kitchen, through recipes, success stories, and horror stories. I will share my reading and my thoughts about
raising ‘tween girls, beauty, and body image.
You will hear about my frumpy tendencies, and my girly ‘tween, and how
we learn from each other. And Jesus. Because I can’t talk about any of this stuff
without sensing the connection of body and soul, health and spirit, life and
grace.
This is an extremely broad topic, and I am by no means an
expert. I welcome your questions, suggestions, and guest posts.
God, help me to see
as you see: myself, my body, Your law, Your grace, and Your edible gifts to me. Make
me hunger and thirst for You, and teach me to live in the freedom of your
gospel love.
Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but
be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then
you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and
perfect will.
Romans
12:2
What does it mean
to be weak and lovely?
I hope you will join me on this journey of body and soul!
Let’s renew our minds and improve our bodies together!